Commonweal Magazine: Cosmically unfair or tied to love? Priest explores point of suffering

NEW YORK (Commonweal Magazine) - I was at a wake for the mother of a parishioner when a boy, maybe 10 or 11, asked, "I have a question: If God loves us so much, why did he create death?" I answered-after an absolutely necessary long pause-that God wants us alive, alive in a way we cannot now imagine. That's what the resurrection means.

But it was, as it usually is, a less-than-satisfactory response to the question behind his question. Once again you are faced with the problem of theodicy: Can God be all powerful and all good, and the world be the miserable place it obviously is? A simple naturalistic answer to the most basic question about death is that if we didn't die on a more or less regular basis the world would get awfully crowded. But why is the movement toward death so full of suffering? Seen in merely evolutionary terms, nature gets us to the point of reproducing, and once we've done that job, abandons us to pain and dissolution. This could lead us to adopt, or at least appreciate, a Gnostic point of view: we suffer precisely because some terrible thing in charge of the universe has made suffering a condition of being embodied. We are trapped here. Or we can take an atheistic stance: nothing is in charge, it is as bad as it looks, and nothing at the base of reality has anything to do with love for us, or with love at all. We sense that we are meant for more than this, which may be only to say that we want very much to live, while it is equally clear that we are aimed at death. This feels unfair at a cosmic level. Why - if all works as it should work with the universe and what makes it run - why would we not be equipped with an emotional nature that went along with this inevitable decline, a way of gracefully losing it, nobly fading? We seem to be ill-equipped for our fate, designed to hate the thought of our dying. This built-in feeling that something is wrong is central to being human. We are not, somehow, what we sense we are meant to be. Much philosophy and religion seeks to dissolve this as a problem by making suffering and death somehow all right. Christianity, to its credit, doesn't - until it falls into the hands of some of its preachers, who try to make everything understandable and even all right. Suffering is a punishment for our sins, or a test of faith, or any of the stupid things Job's comforters said it is. This great mystery at the center of our existence is not only not really addressed by explanation; it diminishes us to try to answer the question so simply, or even to try to think that we can have an answer. If you could be that science-fiction creature, the empath, someone who could walk down the street and absorb the suffering of the people you passed, you would probably be destroyed within a couple of blocks-if you could get that far. I think of pastors, nurses, doctors, and other people whose work makes them take in great draughts of sorrow. There is a glut of suffering at every level: depression, physical illness, mental illness, resentment, the hard-heartedness and self-righteousness of people who refuse to be reconciled, poverty, war, torture inflicted by states, torment inflicted by families, bereavement. When you understand that suffering and sorrow are essential to an understanding of what it means to be human you begin to see something that only Buddhism and Christianity have appreciated. This is not an accidental part of being human. This is the bleeding heart of it. We are born, we suffer, and we die. The reason this needs to be presented as news to so many of us is that in the affluent West it is quite possible to reach the age of 30 and never to have known death - a rare thing in most of human history. This real inevitability comes as a genuine shock. But the question remains, as it always has: Why are we put through this, if God loves us? The important Christian contribution is to insist that God is not the author of evil, and that if death and the suffering that precede it have power in our world it is because of something else - sin is the usual culprit, and the free will of humans who are allowed to choose evil its usual means. There are problems with this answer. But one of the things we may begin to learn from what human suffering means is, first of all, to see that it does have the value of showing us that the world, as it is, is not the world that God means us to inhabit. The second and more important lesson is that suffering and love in this world are inextricably tangled. There is no greater suffering than watching the suffering of someone you love, or losing the company of someone you love. Every good marriage, every profound friendship, learns this at some cost. You are aware that one of you will die first, and the other will suffer the loss; and if one of you dies at the end of a long and draining illness, the other will have daily wished to assume the suffering of the other, if only it could be done. Any parent watching the suffering of a child knows the same feeling. And it is not only our children: when we watch the suffering of others, of other peoples' children, we are tied into their suffering, and in our best moments would suffer in their place. St. Paul moves us towards this understanding: "Why, one will hardly die for a righteous man, though for a good man one will even dare to die. But God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us" (Rom 5: 7-8). Just as the love of a parent does not demand that the son or daughter be sinless - see the story of the prodigal son - so God's love for us is unimaginably generous, and is joined to the cross. This is a large part of whatever lesson the inescapable fact of suffering has to teach us. - - - Father John Garvey is an Orthodox priest and columnist for Commonweal. His most recent book is Death and the Rest of Our Life (Eerdman's).

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